Is it complicated?

Happiness is simple. Everything we do to find it is complicated

(Karen Maezen Miller)

Why is it that we complicate things? Is it something we learned? Is it a skill? Is it a measure we take to protect ourselves?

May it be that the more complicated we make things, the less guilty or more comfortable we feel for not being able to reach our goals?

We may well be here to be happy, but we seem to refuse the pleasure of being happy.

Being happy makes us guilty? Being happy makes us less interesting?

It may be something we lack or we have or we miss or we want.

When did we start to make it complicated?

Why does it have to be complicated?

Is it really complicated? or is it us that make it complicated?

Our misery grows like flames that are being constantly fed by our own dreams, innocence, freedom and happiness, our own self-pity and misery takes them and destroys them. That may be part of what makes things complicated, we are feeding our misery and self-pity.

The consequence being that there is no longer room nor space to nurture our own happiness, we are too busy feeding the fire that keeps us warm.

We find it so complicated, because we lack trust.

Our disconnect is such that we have ceased to believe, we have relinquished control to our minds, and they will not let anyone get in the middle of the decisions it has taken, we made it complicated by letting our minds take control by disconnecting from our own true nature and letting others, including our minds take control.

It was simple when we did not second guess our intuition, when we remembered, when we knew.

Too much time spent conforming, following, obeying, submitting, pleasing, doing what we were told we had to do. They made it complicated, we were just doing what we were told we had to do.

Complicated and confusing indeed. Disappointing. It breaks my heart.

It is never too late to trust again. We are being pushed to our limits, and the more it hurts the closer we are to giving up and surrendering, which is more that just trusting.

Feel that trust in you in such a radical manner that it is not only mere trust what you are feeling.

Feel that trust transcend the boundaries of trust and allow yourself to now feel the bliss of having fully, completely and utterly surrendered to what is.

Fully surrender to what is, or at least trust. The universe has your back.

I believe so, and so it is/

Yo lo Creo