Realise that everything connects to everything else.
There is something inside me, fighting.
There is something inside me, angry.
There is something inside me, unease.
I am not myself.
I shall never be myself anymore.
My mind goes wild, asking all kind of questions.
She loves doing that.
No question can stay unanswered.
No feeling untagged.
I scan my body from head to toe, from the inside out.
I scan and feel strange sensations.
Unfamiliar.
Who is in there?
My mind keeps speeding.
Linking everything.
Remembering.
Forgetting.
Identifying.
Wondering.
Fight or fly?
Friend or foe?
Is this the end or the beginning?
Or the end of the beginning?
Or the beginning of the end?
Or neither one?
My mind wants to take control.
My mind considers: All the possibilities.
All the options.
All the consequences.
All the decisions.
All that can be.
My heart trembles begging to take over.
My mind sits comfortably making me shiver.
No certainty.
No assurance.
Just possibilities.
Just ideas.
Just options.
None of them are real.
None of them exist.
You create them.
You imagine them.
Breathe-in.
Breathe-out.
Take all the precautions.
Protect those you love.
Take care of yourself.
Believe in the process.
Remember who you are.
This is how it was supposed to be.
Wait.
Do not do anything.
Wait for a confirmation.
And then act accordingly.
Prepare for the worst.
Plan for the best.
And trust that everything happens in perfection.
Surrender to what is.
You now understand why it had to be.
You are working.
In your own process.
Welcome the teacher.
And learn while you let God.
Yo lo Creo/
I believe so, and so it is
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